Incest Complex

Inside my Mama\'s room, I was sitting on a cushion facing my cute loli mama. She look so adorable, no matter how many times I said that word.

Holding a cute cup of tea on our hand. Leisurely sipping the tea at the same time and exhale the hot air. Ah, what calming atmosphere. The emotional event earlier has been drifted by the tea.

"Ne Mama." I called her out.

"What is it Shii-chan." She gently responded.

"I decided...."

"Decide what?"

"I decide to protect all the people I love, Make them smile and feel joy everyday. Especially you Mama, Despite having no memory of you, I decided to make you one of the people I love and care." My eyes frowned, I am serious, this time I\'m not playing around.

Although, the world already calmed down. I feel it\'s not alright at all. Why? Because of me. It\'s a feeling I get when hearing what happened to the world after I died. Why did I reincarnate into this body? I bet there is a deep reason for that. I didn\'t even met god or someone who governs death. Don\'t tell me I reincarnated because I\'m lucky, it\'s not right, I should have a purpose or maybe someone is plotting all of these. The mysteries of the world is hard to tell, many hidden things is lurking beneath and above the earth that no man ever known...

That is why, I will use this power I got and make myself stronger, incase something bad would happen. Also the problem of the world. While talking to Mama, she told me that the birthrate is declining over the course of 5 years. The biggest problem was the ratio between baby girl and boy. Those who gave birth in those 5 years, Only 15 male babies had been born around the world and millions are female. It was so devastating small.

Why is this happening, killing most males in the world and making the birthrate of male infants unprogressive. Isn\'t this too cruel, How can God....

wait a minute, let\'s recollect all the information i have. I think I have a few hints.

First I died, I saw it on my own eyes I was hit by a f*cking Truck.

Second I woke up on St. Luke International hospital, but it was not on my body but on another person instead also I woke up 10 years later. The question is why did I not meet god or satan if I died. I should have meet them and enter the cycle of life and erase my memories but here I am alive and still have my memories....This is utterly confusingly suspicious.

Third, I heard monsters came out beneath the Earth? Yet it was just a speculation. Nobody witnessed where they came from. That is thing that is too suspicious, Because I died before the calamity started and woke up, war is done. I don\'t have a slight clue here but I think I might be the cause, Maybe, I\'m not sure.

Fourth and lastly, The crystal and Ellen Zern. This two is also suspicious, The second one is really suspicious, I mean she found the use of this crystal after the calamity? She only have a nuclear engineer and doctorate degree, Why can she invent technologies that can make use of these crystals, I mean It\'s so sudden and fast developement. What I heard that this crystal are foreign materials that don\'t belong to earth. It need years to complete a reseach to identify a new foreign material, I heard Ellen Zern is a genius but I think and feel she knows too much about the crystal.....Even if I say, She is the cause, I don\'t have proof of evidence.

And another one, Although I still didn\'t meet her.....My grandma. Why did she even allow Ellen Zern to experiment the body of her grandson? She is hiding something for sure, the same as that Ellen Zern. This two is hiding something, That\'s what my insticts is telling me.

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"Mama this is my last question, Why are you so small?" She said she was 6* yrs old. So I asked the question that I wanted to know the most. I\'m also bothered about what Sis Sona said

\'..... I just wanted to tell you that for a very very long time, Our Chikushodo Familly was cursed.\' I remembered that was she said.

When I asked that question Mama flinched a little, of course I did not miss that out.

"Mama can you please tell me." I look at her pale face. Oops, did I just hit something.

".....Y-You don\'t like my body shii-chan?" She asked with a sad look.

"Wait a minute..." Before I could continue.

"Of course right, Mama doesn\'t look mature at all, Mama is not suited to be a mama for shii-chan. Mama already lost her mama figure, *sob*" faking a shed tear from her eyes.

Oh, Is this question her soft spot. I didn\'t intend to be like this, I just want to know about the curse thingy. Hmmm?

"Mama, What did you jut say?" I asked agressively.

"Eh? Shii-chan what are you doing, you\'re scaring mama" After her fake act, she got startled by my sudden agressiveness.

"I\'m sorry, I just want to ask you what did you just say earlier" I said.

She put her index finger on her cheek and started thinking "Shii-chan don\'t like my body?"

I shook my head.

"Mama is not suited to be mama for shii-chan?"

I shook my head. "The last sentence"

She tilted her head "Mama lost her mama figure?"

I nodded my head.

"What about it Shii-chan." She cluelessly ask. Is she doing this on purpose?

"Mama what do you mean by you lost your \'mama\' figure?" I stared at her eyes.

"Un, You know Mama was not really small when Shii-chan is small. Mama was tall and sexy, Mama had big boobies too. Too bad, because of the family curse Mama became like this. Mama remember that when Shii-chan is gradeschooler Mama always carry you. Mama always pampered Shii-chan, but now I cannot carry Shii-chan, because Shii-chan is already big....."She recited her past. It made me stunned hearing the first part.

She was not small from the start? She used to have a mature and sexy body? Doesn\'t that mean she shrank down, Also I think the curse affect the minds also....I mean there is no way Mama talk like this in the past right?

Also the memory that appeared earlier only shows Chikushodo Shido calling out \'mama\', I did see a figure he called out but the problem is it was vague and blurred. But the figure shows a tall woman.

Sis Sona, still acts mature but she sometimes acts like a young maiden not suited for her age, Doesn\'t that mean all the Chikushodo women and me is cursed?

I think this curse and blessing at the same time. Curse because it affects the mind and personality and blessing I mean they can turn into legal loli you know. Is what I speculated, but it seems I need to find out everything about the curse and the family. It seems Mama is not in a mood to tell me about it. I shook my head and wryly smiled.

Looking at my Mama\'s sparkly eyes whilst reminiscing her past with shido, i felt a little envious but I listened to her attentively and responded to her silly questions from time to time. For now, let\'s set aside the serious matter and spend my time with my lovely adorably cute loli mama.. Everything can wait, I don\'t want to spoil this scene.